| i'm not really sure what's going on with ryan and me. i just sure as hell hope everything turns out alright. i don't want to lose him. 
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| here i am, still missing ryan. i haven't been able to talk to him much at all and i'm not sure when i'll get to again. :/ anyway, so all my plans and things i had to do this weekend were canceled due to the massave amount of snow - the blizzard of '09. if you got snow, how many inches did you get? here, we got atleast 14 inches, probably more. now the roads are clear, no one can get out of their house. last night, however, i wass able to get out of the house. my friend and her family took me out to breakfast at cracker barrel and then we went back to their house. that night, they had a party at their house and invited my mom to come up. we ate delicious food and yummy deserts and then had a great night filled with games - would you rather? and loaded questions. i ended up sleeping over and we were super tired by the time everyone left. we went to bed about 20-30 minutes later around midnight. anyway, that was kind of my christmas early. so, with 5 days left to go until christmas, i hope you have as great of a time as i had. 
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| i really miss ryan. i wish i could be with him right now. 
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| i haven't updated in ages. nothing has changed except i'm finally going out with ryan. he asked me out about 2 weeks ago but we've liked each other for awhile before then. everything seems to be going great between us and i love it (: 
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| i managed to lose like 7 pounds even over thanksgiving. but somehow, i've gained 3 back. i've been drinking an ass load of water and peeing it out like crazy. i can only hope that it's just water weight. i need to lose weight for ryan myself summertime
yes, in that order. however, it may sound that ryan is "making" me lose the weight. he's definitely not. i just want to, for him (:
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